The long road back!

I tell you a secret!
I have an addiction I am ashamed of!
I can't tell what it is! But it is a struggle I face everyday!!!
Doing my quiet time helps! But this addiction is a direct battle with my quiet time.
I find it very difficult to return to the Lord every time I fall to my addiction!
I want to run the path of righteousness but it is not easy!
For now (this couple of days I can say the bible verse below)
But I wonder for how long before I fall again?!?

Psalm 119:25-32 (New International Version)
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25 I am laid low in the dust;

preserve my life according to your word.
26 I recounted my ways and you answered me;

teach me your decrees.
27 Let me understand the teaching of your precepts;

then I will meditate on your wonders.
28 My soul is weary with sorrow;

strengthen me according to your word.
29 Keep me from deceitful ways;

be gracious to me through your law.
30 I have chosen the way of truth;

I have set my heart on your laws.
31 I hold fast to your statutes, O LORD;

do not let me be put to shame.
32 I run in the path of your commands,

for you have set my heart free.

My Prayer!?!

Dear Lord,

Please set my heart free from the bondages of my addiction!

In Jesus Name I pray!

AMEN!